Kent/Feldspar

[videointhenoise]

"Just once more," they had said when Ellie's team petitioned for it. She was busy with Palmer, falling in love with science while he fell in love with God, and Kent was left to pick up the pieces. He wanted another damn go at it. The Machine had a pricetag in the billions; it was begging to be used again.

But they wouldn't let Ellie go. They wouldn't let just anyone go. They wanted someone who knew how it worked, who had been there from the beginning, but someone who isn't completely taken in by Ellie's words.

That leads them to a dozen people and they end up with Kent. He's blind, but that's not what decides it. They claim that he wouldn't hallucinate the way Ellie did. That he has a unique perspective.

And, he's already proven himself steady and loyal.

He experiences it all the way that Ellie does, but something goes wrong on the other end. Maybe another terrorist attack. Maybe not. All he knows is that he's in the sphere and then, suddenly, he's floating, unable to find his footing until a great crash and he slams into the bottom of the machine.

He groans, pulling his helmet on with a grunt and a wince.

"Fuck this," he mutters, finding the edge of the sphere with his hands. There was a door there somewhere. He just - has to find it.

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[videointhenoise]

"A what? Why?"

He leans down and places a gloved hand on the dirt. "Why bother?"

[getfeldsparred]

“No idea,” they say, hopping up the small ledge. They lean down and hold out their hand to the alien, brushing the tips of their gloved fingers against theirs. “We haven’t figured it out yet. Out any of it yet, honestly. The civilization is old and we’re not even sure they’re native to our solar system.”

[videointhenoise]

Kent reaches over and takes the hand offered. It doesn't quite fit, because of the bulkiness of the gloves, but at least he has some sort of stability now.

"Are you native to your solar system?" he wonders.

[getfeldsparred]

Feldspar can see that the alien’s having trouble adapting - and it’s not like their suit has a built-in jet pack, at least from what they can see anyway, so they keep hold of their hand as they walk forward.

“From what we can tell,” Feldspar answers. “Are you?”

[videointhenoise]

"Most likely, yes. As much as anyone can be."

He has his theories, of course, but nothing to be substantiated. "This is all - real weird. You know that, right?"

[getfeldsparred]

“Probably the weirdest thing I’ve encountered so far,” agrees Feldspar. It’s really weird! But space travel seems weird too, and full of unexpected things. “Without a doubt! Hang on to my arm a sec, I’m going to jump down a little and ease the fall with my jets.”

[videointhenoise]

"Oh yeah. Jets. They didn't give me that kind of space suit. They didn't think I'd be doing any space walking." He holds tight to Feldspar's arm, holding himself close.

[getfeldsparred]

The alien's a bit taller than them and the hold isn't probably going to be enough, so as Feldspar takes a step forward they wrap an arm around the alien's waist and then gives the jets a few pumps to soften their landing.

"What did they think you'd be doing? You said they didn't know exactly what your machine would do."

[videointhenoise]

He tightens his arms around him a little.

"My...coworker went through first. To us, it looked like she simply passed right through the machine. But for her, it seemed like she entered a wormhole and was sent to another place where she met someone - close to her. But it seemed the alien was only mimicking that person to make the experience smoother."

[getfeldsparred]

Feldspar makes sure that Kent's feet are back on the ground before they let go of them. "Well I'm definitely not like anyone you've ever met before, so I'm clearly not one of those aliens. Which we've already established, but it makes even more sense to me now."

And they're clearly not doing anything to make any of this go smoother.

"It's good they had the foresight to give you a helmet and oxygen supply."

[videointhenoise]

"Yeah, me too, actually. Or I'd still be in that ball."

He reaches out with a foot, aiming to try and find his footing again. "Where are we going?"

[getfeldsparred]

"To my ship. I'm going to take you back with me to Timber Hearth. It's the only stable planet in the solar system - plus that's where all my stuff is."

Feldspar pauses. "It's nice though. You'll like it. Tall pine trees, winding rivers and streams, scenic waterfalls. And us Hearthians are curious and kind. We won't crowd you, I promise."

[videointhenoise]

"Well, I'll do my best to appreciate it," Kent says with a sheepish sort of laugh. "I'm - trying really hard not to be overwhelmed by this. By you and - and aliens."

[getfeldsparred]

“You can be overwhelmed,” they tell Kent, almost gently. They can’t imagine what this is like for them. “Just…wait until we’re on more stable ground, okay? It’s dangerous out here.”

[videointhenoise]

'Oh sure, sure," he says, patting the alien's arm with a gloved hand. "I'll keep my panic attack stuffed way down deep, don't worry."

But he does laugh. "I think I've just gotten to the point where I'm sure I'm just crazy."

[getfeldsparred]

“Maybe, but at least you’ve got a charming figment of your imagination to keep you company.”

They grin a little and hold onto Kent the Alien’s waist again, giving the jetpack a little more juice to get up another small cliff face where their ship awaits. “Here, this way. My ship’s ladder’s just up ahead. It’s small, but it’ll fit us both. Then I’ll tell you all about the solar system and our planets, and you can tell me about your solar system and home planet.”

[videointhenoise]

"I do," he laughs because why the fuck shouldn't he flirt with the alien?

"If they knew what I'd find, they wouldn't have sent the blind guy for it, though. They were just hoping I couldn't hallucinate like they said Ellie did."

[getfeldsparred]

“Wait, you’re blind?!”

Feldspar pauses in their step, staring at the alien with an open mouth.

“That makes a lot more sense now. You can’t see anything around you! Yeesh. No wonder you feel like you’re hallucinating, I could be lying to you.”

[videointhenoise]

"Oh, you must have thought I was drunk? Or just unable to walk." He laughs.

"Granted, it wasn't really the uh...the best choice, but I was closest to the mission. I knew."

[getfeldsparred]

“Or discombobulated from the flight and general thrill of space travel! I mean, you crashed real hard, you could have had a head wound.”

At the foot of their ship Feldspar waits for the alien, far more aware now of their movements. Of course they’re blind! Of course they think this is all a hallucination! Feldspar has no idea how to convince them that any of this is real - they’d think this was a fever dream if they were in the same position.

“I could walk you back to your ship and maybe you’ll be retrieved? Or you could still come with me.”

[videointhenoise]

"God no," he laughs. "You're stuck with me, I'm afraid. I'm not giving up this chance."

He doesn't express that he most definitely won't be retrieved.

He's probably dead to them.

[getfeldsparred]

That seems fair to Feldspar; if they were in Kent’s shoes they probably wouldn’t turn away the opportunity to meet an alien species either. Plus they recognize that Kent’s extra vulnerable, not just with their whole situation but their complete lack of supplies.

“Alright, then up the ladder you go. First rung’s right in front of you.”

[videointhenoise]

Kent reaches out for it and starts to pull himself up. "You know," he tells them, climbing up and counting automatically in his head. "I really hope that your planet has the right atmosphere for me..."

[getfeldsparred]

Oh. They hadn't thought about that.

"Me too," Feldspar mutters, following after them. "From what I can tell our suits look pretty similar...you breathe oxygen, right? Two more rungs, by the way, then you'll be in the cockpit."

[videointhenoise]

"Oxygen, yeah, but there's a lot of other stuff in our atmosphere." He pulls himself up inside of the ship and leans back, trying to find a wall to press his back into.

"You know. Mostly nitrogen. Oxygen. Some argon and uh a bit of carbon dioxide, but oxygen is really what we need."