openmisc | Kent/Feldspar

"Just once more," they had said when Ellie's team petitioned for it. She was busy with Palmer, falling in love with science while he fell in love with God, and Kent was left to pick up the pieces. He wanted another damn go at it. The Machine had a pricetag in the billions; it was begging to be used again.

But they wouldn't let Ellie go. They wouldn't let just anyone go. They wanted someone who knew how it worked, who had been there from the beginning, but someone who isn't completely taken in by Ellie's words.

That leads them to a dozen people and they end up with Kent. He's blind, but that's not what decides it. They claim that he wouldn't hallucinate the way Ellie did. That he has a unique perspective.

And, he's already proven himself steady and loyal.

He experiences it all the way that Ellie does, but something goes wrong on the other end. Maybe another terrorist attack. Maybe not. All he knows is that he's in the sphere and then, suddenly, he's floating, unable to find his footing until a great crash and he slams into the bottom of the machine.

He groans, pulling his helmet on with a grunt and a wince.

"Fuck this," he mutters, finding the edge of the sphere with his hands. There was a door there somewhere. He just - has to find it.

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videointhenoise

"I'm not surprised," he mutters, covering his yawn. "It's a lot to take in."

He pauses, chuckling.

"Literally."

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getfeldsparred

Feldspar rolls their eyes. “You’re annoying.”

They set the tin down onto the floor and lean back against him.

“How was the tour?”

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videointhenoise

"Interesting. I still can't get used to the fact that they're so advanced. I took my shoes off and walked on the grass. In space," he explains, rubbing his face.

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getfeldsparred

“Grass, huh?” It sounds so exotic, and that in itself is kind of funny…but also kind of sad.

“I can’t believe there was a giant space station floating in the middle of our star system and we had no idea.”

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videointhenoise

"Space is huge, Felds. Bigger than anything else. You can hide a lot of stuff in the space between planets."

He nudges them. "Even you can miss something big."

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getfeldsparred

Feldspar snorts. “I mean, chances are slim I’d ever crash into it, but not zero. I almost clipped the Interloper twice with my ship.”

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videointhenoise

He sighs. "It's a fucking comet, love. How did you manage that? You weren't trying to land on it, were you?"

He laughs, though, because he knows.

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getfeldsparred

Love. Love. Oh. “Only the first time,” they chuckle, “the second time I was flying around the sun.”

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videointhenoise

"Flying around the sun," he repeats and shakes his head in disbelief. Happy, loving disbelief. "How close does it get to the sun?"

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getfeldsparred

Flying around the sun isn’t the craziest stunt they’ve ever done, but it feels nice to talk about doing anything but sitting in the Dark Bramble for years. They grin a little. “Close enough that you would have killed me if you knew. This was before we met though.”

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videointhenoise

"Which was before Slate knew anything about basic safety!" he reminds them with a laugh, reaching over and taking their hand. "You're an asshole."

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getfeldsparred

They take Kent’s hand in theirs and bring it up to their lips, idly kissing his knuckles and counting them in his head. Four knuckles.

“Yeah, well, that wasn’t gonna change.”

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videointhenoise

"It changed once I got my hands on them," he says, pressing his fingers gently against their cheek.

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getfeldsparred

Feldspar leans into Kent’s touch, a soft purring noise rumbling in the back of their throat. “That’s because they’ve always had a crush on you.”

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videointhenoise

He snorts. "We'd never work out. I'd kill them," he teases, not really taking it seriously.

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getfeldsparred

“It’d be mutually-assured destruction,” Feldspar nods sagely. After a beat or two of wearing a wide grin, they frown softly.

“Did you ever…while I was gone? Did you…uh. Y’know. Date?”

They wouldn’t mind it if he had. In fact, they almost hoped he did after realizing just how long they’d been gone.

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videointhenoise

Kent chews on the inside of his cheek, thoughful and a little somber.

"No," he answers. "No, I never did."

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getfeldsparred

Never. Kent means it too; they may have been gone a long time but Kent’s facial expressions have remained the same.

Feldspar exhales softly. “Nobody?” They know for a fact that Hornfels would have been up for it, maybe Esker too. They adored Kent. “Can I ask why?”

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videointhenoise

"Because you never left me," he says softly. "Because no one could make me happy."

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getfeldsparred

He doesn’t mean that in the physical sense, and as sad as it makes their for their love, they understand completely. Kent never left them either, even if they believed they’d never see him again.

“Someone might have made you happy…but I get it. And I love you too.”

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videointhenoise

"I know." He kisses their hand. "Do you want to try walking outside today? Lapis said they'd give you a tour, too. And the others will keep people away. They told a story about you at the bonfire. Said that you had been found but that it was hard for you to talk about. And that you'd come when you were ready."

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getfeldsparred

They smile and bring their hand to Kent’s face, a slow exhale falling from his lips.

“Yeah, that sounds nice. Can’t say I’m not curious.”

Their hand drops and they look down at their baggy clothes. They’ll look stupid, like a sick little hatchling, but if no one’s around to see it should be okay.