Kent/Feldspar

[videointhenoise]

"Just once more," they had said when Ellie's team petitioned for it. She was busy with Palmer, falling in love with science while he fell in love with God, and Kent was left to pick up the pieces. He wanted another damn go at it. The Machine had a pricetag in the billions; it was begging to be used again.

But they wouldn't let Ellie go. They wouldn't let just anyone go. They wanted someone who knew how it worked, who had been there from the beginning, but someone who isn't completely taken in by Ellie's words.

That leads them to a dozen people and they end up with Kent. He's blind, but that's not what decides it. They claim that he wouldn't hallucinate the way Ellie did. That he has a unique perspective.

And, he's already proven himself steady and loyal.

He experiences it all the way that Ellie does, but something goes wrong on the other end. Maybe another terrorist attack. Maybe not. All he knows is that he's in the sphere and then, suddenly, he's floating, unable to find his footing until a great crash and he slams into the bottom of the machine.

He groans, pulling his helmet on with a grunt and a wince.

"Fuck this," he mutters, finding the edge of the sphere with his hands. There was a door there somewhere. He just - has to find it.

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[getfeldsparred]

Blackness, all blackness. Feldspar squints and steps forward, trying to peer through all that void to find a single twinkling star.

“Blank,” they say softly. “Just…nothingness.”

[videointhenoise]

"That's not right. Maybe the stealth field that Lapis mentioned is interfering with it," Kent says with a frown. "Chert mentioned they had seen some strange things but - "

He refuses to believe it. It doesn't make sense.

[getfeldsparred]

“Maybe,” they mutter, “maybe I’m just not close enough to see anything. Come on.”

They tug Kent’s hand a little more insistently to bring them closer towards the window. The nothingness continues on, more and more void, until Feldspar’s able to touch the glass panel.

They sigh. “I see stars.”

Just not as many as there used to be, they’re fairly certain of that.

[videointhenoise]

"Good," he says and he breathes out. That's...less odd. That's not as alarming. That means that they aren't actually alone. Because those are just stars that can be seen.

The universe can't actually collapse. It makes no sense.

And if it does, then they will travel anyway. Just outside of their universe.

[getfeldsparred]

As they stare out into the vastness of space they watch as a star expands and bursts into sparkling lights. It fades away into nothingness before their eyes, and their mouth falls open in horror.

“Yeah,” they say, stepping closer to him. They lean against him for a moment, then turn to look over at the rest of the room. “I want to see that table over there.”

[videointhenoise]

He can hear the worry in their tone. Some things just never leave his memory.

But he can at least try and cheer them a little. "Which table? This one?" He holds his hand out in a random direction. "Or perhaps this one? What about this one?"

[getfeldsparred]

Feldspars snorts and smacks his hand down. “I can’t believe I missed you.”

They bring him to the table so they can peer down over it. The technology from these dead aliens is sleek and impressive - definitely different from the stuff from the Nomai. “Huh. Definitely the ship’s navigation, but it’s on some kind of autopilot.”

[videointhenoise]

He chuckles, following them to it, his hand on their waist. "Don't touch anything," he warns with a grin.

[getfeldsparred]

“Yeaaaaaah, don’t think I’d be able to do anything even if I did start touching things.”

They do lean in to peer a little closer to the screen, though they don’t put their hands anywhere near it.

It’d be nice to try and take this thing out for a spin though.

[videointhenoise]

"Lapis said there were some smaller ships in the bay," Kent says, interpreting their quiet for contemplation.

[getfeldsparred]

Smaller ships??

Smaller ships. Maybe they shouldn’t be so excited by the prospect, they’ve only just been reunited with their loved ones after all, but they can’t help themselves. This is how they’re programmed.

They smile softly and lean against Kent’s tall frame. “We should get back.”

[videointhenoise]

Kent knows his love. He knows they will never be happy with their feet on the ground. Not for long.

He loves them for it.

"We should. Lead the way." He slides an arm around them.

[getfeldsparred]

Feldspar takes advantage of the closeness and nuzzles into his shoulder, just a moment. Just to relish this time together properly. When they do step away it’s to guide Kent and themselves back through the dimly-lit rooms and into their little suite, where Lapis sits waiting for them.

“Hey dad, Felds. Everything okay?”

[videointhenoise]

"We went exploring," Kent says, reaching out to take their hand and draw them into an embrace.

"This place is huge."

[getfeldsparred]

Lapis, who was tall as a hatchling, is nearly Kent’s height as they wrap their father up in a tight hug. “Just wait until you explore the rest,” they grin, pulling back. “There are three villages inside this place. Makes it feel almost as big as Timber Hearth.”

[videointhenoise]

"The physics of it is really amazing," Kent agrees. "And we have plenty of time to fill it out."

He wraps them up. "How is everyone out there?'

[getfeldsparred]

“Optimistic and industrious, as usual,” Lapis grins. “We’ve gotten walkways over the river and almost out to the canyons. Hornfels and Rutile are working on reconstructing the dam, the hatchlings and Gneiss are tending to the plants, Spinel has found some fish still living in the river. Crazy, huh?”

[videointhenoise]

"You found a nice little place for us," he says and there's nothing but pride in his voice. "Come on. Let's get Feldspar into bed and then you can take me outside on a proper tour."

[getfeldsparred]

Lapis laughs, but as they pull from Kent’s arms they find that Feldspar’s already on their way to their bed.

“Yeah, yeah. You’ll have to tell me all about the outside world when you come back, baby.”

[videointhenoise]

Kent just kisses them, entirely from muscle memory, and then tucks them in.

"I'll wake you up when I come back," he promises.

[getfeldsparred]

Feldspar feels the kiss slide down their spine and curl up right in their stomach. Lapis catches them looking a little lovesick after Kent, and they turn away quickly as the blankets are tucked around them.

“Have fun,” they smile, still warm from the kiss. “Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do.”

[videointhenoise]

"Never, my love," he says over his shoulder and holds his arm out for Lapis to take. He's aching to be some kind of outside, even if it's a fake outside.

[getfeldsparred]

Feldspar’s smile fades as Kent and Lapis leave the room. They sigh quietly and close their eyes, letting thoughts of the stars in the sky lull them to sleep.

[videointhenoise]

It's not a long tour as everyone is getting ready to find places to sleep, but they do have a bit of a bonfire going. It's not as loud and it's not as boisterous, but it is a community.

And Lapis returns Kent to Feldspar smelling of smoke.

[getfeldsparred]

Feldspar is sure they can hear music, distant and a little melancholy, but still music. They dream of playing the harmonica while the jaws of the anglerfish slowly close around them.

The bed dips and they smell smoke and feel warmth in the space beside them. Kent’s returned.