Pagan/Huaisang

[crab_rangoon]

"Ah! No, no. I don't need to send the messenger. Just let me go," he tells the guards at the gates, waving them away as he walks straight through with his sword at his side, his entourage behind him. They walks in with their white robes, though Pagan is in red and black, and he breathes in the Impure Realm. He hasn't been here since the death of the Nie clan leader, but he's been aiming to check on their newest leader. It's been a dark time for them, for all of them, but he still feels more than a twinge of affection for the boy.

Well, man. He's been a man for several years now, but it doesn't seem like anything has changed.

Still, he promised he'd continue to offer support, so he walks on, ignoring the protests of the guards.

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[crab_rangoon]

Pagan rounds on the sound of someone stepping out, hoping against hope that it's not some sort of emergency that he has to try and take care of. Honestly, that isn't the sort of thing he wants to do while on a holiday of sorts.

He frowns when he recognizes the slight form and rushes over, arms outstretched.

"What's happened?" he asks, immediately looking for a foe.

[threedontknows]

Nie Huaisang's looks equally as startled, his own hands going up to strike. He isn't used to being accosted in his own gardens at this time of night, after all. He realizes the would-be assailant is Min Pagan though, and lowers his hands with wide and confused eyes.

"I--Min Zongzhu, you're out so late!"

[crab_rangoon]

Pagan isn't deterred. He reaches down, brushing blood from his face, and looks over his shoulder. "Tell me what's happened," he demands again, his hands squeezing his shoulders.

[threedontknows]

Nie Huaisang flinches at the touch, first the brush of blood from his lip - he'd forgotten it was there - then the hands to his shoulders. It's been so long since someone's concern has seemed so genuine to him.

"Min Zongzhu doesn't need to worry," he tells him, laughing softly, trying to put his mask back on. He was caught unawares - stupid, foolish Nie Huaisang. "I was reading and found an array I...I shouldn't have tried. It was too advanced for me."

[crab_rangoon]

That calms him, but only just, and there's something underneath Pagan's own mask. "If you're certain."

He looks over his shoulder again, but eventually releases him. "Well, you should see yourself off, then."

[threedontknows]

He nods, once, twice, then again. He's harried and frazzled, which isn't part of the act, though he certainly could have fainted to solidify things. "This one thanks you for your kindness and concern," he says, rushing away from him in a most undignified manner.

He doesn't stop running until he's back in his chambers, back in the oppressive air.

[crab_rangoon]

Pagan folds his arms across his chest and watches him with narrowed eyes.

But eventually he does find himself back in bed, curled up to sleep.

And the next morning, he walks the grounds, enjoying the gardens, pretending like nothing happened.

[threedontknows]

Nie Huaisang sleeps for two hours, then rises. His breakfast will be delivered in Nie Mingjue's old room - the room of the Sect Leader, but for the moment he has the moment to himself.

"Da-ge," he says, finally kneeling beside the floorboard. He pries it up with delicate fingers and looks down in the small cache, his brother's severed arm stilled by a blanket of talismans. "Da-ge, you were restless last night. I need you to still."

He reaches down to touch the back of his brother's hand. "Min Pagan is visiting. He misses you. Is that why you're so agitated? You need to quiet, Da-ge. Hush."

Nie Huaisang sighs and replaces the floorboards. He reseals his room and steps away to take his breakfast and read his correspondence, an hour or so later appearing once more in his own gardens. He looks more put together than he did the night before, cheerful despite not being well rested. "Min Zongzhu! Good morning!"

[crab_rangoon]

Pagan knows how to play this game. He smiles, giving him a bow. "Ah, Xiao Nie, you are quite cheery this morning. I thought I'd visit Qinghe properly."

He doesn't know why, but he feels as if he needs to leave. As if something is pushing him away.

[threedontknows]

That is a shame, he does enjoy Min Pagan's company. "It's been some time since you've visited," Nie Huaisang says, smiling and returning the bow. "I envy you. There's a theatre troupe that plays in Qinghe, their latest play is the talk of the city."

[crab_rangoon]

Pagan smiles. "Have you seen it yourself?" he wonders, knowing the answer.

[threedontknows]

"No, I haven't had the time," he admits sadly, fluttering his fan in front of his face. "I'd like to go though! My advisors keep me here."

[crab_rangoon]

Pagan grins at that, seeing an opportunity to keep trying to dig at his mask.

"Fuck your advisors. Come with me."

[threedontknows]

“Sect Leader Min presents a tempting offer,” Nie Huaisang replies, frowning softly. He did have to prepare for his meeting with the Jin next week, but -

“Okay.”

He grins quietly. “But I need to change - I don’t want to be identified right away.”

[crab_rangoon]

"I'll be waiting outside the gates," he grins, giving him a low bow.

[threedontknows]

Min Pagan is a bad influence. His father used to say that, didn’t he? Nie Huaisang understands the sentiment now, tiptoeing as he is through his chambers to throw on some less suspicious clothing. Nothing too fine, and nothing with Nie colors or the beast head - he eventually settles on some old robes he’d purchased for later plans, pinning his hair back up before heading down to meet Min Pagan at the gate.

[crab_rangoon]

"I almost didn't recognize you," he says, having recognized him immediately. "Truly, Xiao Nie, that is not a suitable look for you. You should be in your pretty silks again after this."

But he is ready to walk, gesturing for Huaisang to follow.

[threedontknows]

“Liar,” Nie Huaisang laughs, “but thank you. I have a few outfits suitable for saber practice - not many, of course.”

He follows along with a single glance over his shoulder, making a silent promise to return to his brother that he nearly always does when leaving the Impure Realm.

[crab_rangoon]

Pagan is content to siphon all the attention for himself, leaving none of the plainly dressed figure at his side. He's energetic and charismatic, delivering glances to most who pass, speaking volumes while saying nothing.

"This has grown into quite the bustling place," he remarks to his companion.

[threedontknows]

He’s happy enough not to have eyes on him, it makes for a nice change of pace not to be scrutinized and watched closely every single hour of the day. And Min Pagan is casually charming, flirtatious without meaning to, diverting and friendly in a way that Nie Huaisang has missed dearly.

“Hasn’t it just?” He smiles quietly to himself, pleased. “Da-ge worked hard to build it up after the war.”

[crab_rangoon]

"I'm sure he did," he drawls, grinning a little at someone who walks by.

"Your brother's influence is everywhere."

He nudges him as they walk. "Even on you."

[threedontknows]

He knows that Pagan doesn’t know the truth and how correct he really is, and so he smiles quite genuinely before his cheer faded. “I know I was a disappointment to him,” he says quietly. “I hope I can be half the leader he was.”

[crab_rangoon]

He keeps his gaze ahead.

"You were not meant for this position, Xiao Nie. Your brother did not want that for you." Huaisang was meant to be a gentleman. To bring the finer things to the rough and angular Nie clan.

"You were not a disappointment to him. He did not understand you and his affection shows in - other ways."

He lets out a breath.

[threedontknows]

His expression becomes distant, his eyes sad. Da-ge didn’t understand him in the end, and he didn’t understand his Da-ge. If he hadn’t kept the secret of the sabers from him he might have been more sympathetic to his efforts to make him constantly practice and learn the techniques of the Nie.

“Did he tell you what he did to me in one of his fits?”

[crab_rangoon]

"No," he answers softly, honestly. "Tell me?"

He gently steers them away from the crowds, still on their way to their destination, but slower. Quieter.