Luca/CK

[knowmyplace]

[Continued from here.]

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[knowmyplace]

He leans forward, nibbling a bit at his neck. "Then I'll have to think of some way to make it right," he says. "It won't be terrible. But - I can't bear the thought of sharing you now. Even with yourself. I want you so much. I - I love you so much. You said you love me."

[countthecats]

A gasp, more squirming. He presses back on that finger, his muscles relaxing for Luca just so. "Some way? You mean like-" He stops himself with a whimper. Does Luca even know? He wasn't in the kink scene the way CK was, and even then those implants are some pretty niche stuff.

"I do love you," he says instead. "I love you, I- but you make me so crazy."

[knowmyplace]

Luca isn't in the kink scene, not outwardly. But he knows. Still, he's not thinking so extreme. Not right off the bat.

He pulls him closer. "Then tell me yes and I'll let you come any way you want."

[countthecats]

His cock rubs against Luca's shirt and he cries out, clinging to him and shaking. "A-anything! Anything you want. I- I'll only come for you." If he can learn how. If Luca doesn't give him permission soon...

[knowmyplace]

He kisses him deeply. "Good," he says, his voice a deep rumble in his chest. "Then come for me," he murmurs. "You deserve it, my sweet CK."

[countthecats]

CK wordlessly pushes back on those fingers, then rocks forward against Luca, fucking himself eagerly. It only takes a couple times before he shudders, leaning forward suddenly to capture Luca's lips with his own as he comes, hard, in a sticky mess between them.

[knowmyplace]

He keeps his fingers pressed into him as they kiss, as he spills himself, and he claims him with his mouth, one hand at the back of his neck.

"I'm going to take off tomorrow," he promises him in a gasp of a whisper. "Stay here with you. You're so, so good. I can't stand it."

[countthecats]

CK presses his forehead to Luca's, smiling at that. "So you can call in sick with your cock in my mouth?" It'd be their little secret. Nobody would have to know. He reaches up with a soft shiver, brushing his fingers through Luca's hair with a sigh.

"Maybe you could even help me with a shoot."

[knowmyplace]

He tilts his head, delightfully intrigued by that. "Long as you keep my face out of it." Luca untangles himself from CK and kisses his jaw. "Go take a shower," he murmurs, firm but still, for now, kind. "I'll clean this up."

[countthecats]

"Wouldn't dream of it." He wouldn't want to ruin Luca's career so he's forced to stay home with him.

Hmm. Yet.

He slides off Luca's lap. "Should I keep the door open?"

[knowmyplace]

"Yes, you should," he laughs, zipping his pants and standing up. He gives CK's ass a playful slap. A reward for good thinking.

He washes his hands and cleans off the table, scooping a naughty kitten from the counter and humming happily to her as he cradles her close. Everything is going exactly how he wanted it. Exactly as he's wanted for years. And CK, willing as he is, is perfect.

[countthecats]

CK yelps before grinning over his shoulder, but he doesn't linger. He strolls into the bathroom to start washing the sweat and sticky mess off of himself, taking his time and leaving the door open for Luca.

[knowmyplace]

Luca finishes the kitchen, taking his time, and then sets the cat down to make a cup of tea for himself.

He can hear the water going and it sends a shudder down his spine. CK is there, the door open, and all Luca has to do is go inside. He can press him against the wall, finger fuck him until his own cock is ready, and -

He breathes out and leans against the doorframe, watching him.

"You'd look real good with a toy in your ass, you know," he says with a smirk.

[countthecats]

There'd been a moment, as he showered, where his mind had turned again to his sister. About what this was doing to her memory, about how wrong he must be to want this, need this. For this to be the only drug out of everything SOPHIA had put him through to make him feel alive again. He closes his eyes and lets the water wash over him as he thinks about how he might punish himself this time, about how he could hurt himself until he doesn't feel so guilty.

But then he hears Luca, and the clouds lift. He stretches before glancing over his shoulder. "You think so? What kind?"

[knowmyplace]

"Hm. A nice, colorful plug. Green's my favorite color."

He sips at his tea, never taking his eyes from him. "You drive me crazy, CK. All I want to do is stand here and watch you. Look what you've done to me!" He laughs.

"Finish up. Let's watch a movie together. Like the old days, right? You pick."

[countthecats]

"Is it? I'll have to remember that." For later. For when he might want to surprise Luca with something special.

"I'm not sure what you see," but he's smiling when he answers. "I'm just glad you do. I won't be much longer."

[knowmyplace]

Luca waves him goodbye as he wanders back to CK's room. There, he strips down to his boxers and takes out his laptop from his bag. His personal one, of course. With every security measure available to hide all the filthy videos he's got on it.

He waits for him there, checking his email as he drinks his tea.

[countthecats]

CK doesn't dawdle, but he doesn't rush, either. He's clean and dry in a silk robe when he joins Luca, shooing a cat out of the way so he can curl up next to him instead.

"What do you see in me, Luca? You could have anyone. Someone who isn't a mess. Someone successful, happy."

[knowmyplace]

He pushes his laptop out if the way so he can wrap his arms possessively around CK.

"I want you," he tells him. "You are clever and witty and fucking hot, and you get me. No one else knows what we've been through together. I feel myself with you."

[countthecats]

"I don't feel like most of those most of the time anymore," he confesses, twining his fingers with Luca. "I don't think I'm ever going to be who I used to be. Is that okay?"

[knowmyplace]

Luca presses a kiss to his lips, but he wants to shake him. This isn't what he wanted when he pulled CK into this goddamn bed. This sort of relationship talk is tedious and dull. It makes his head hurt. He wants him to shut up and be thankful that Luca spent so much time on him. Show some gratitude.

He simply smiles a warm smile and brushes his fingers through CK's hair.

"Neither will I. We can learn about each other together, okay?'

[countthecats]

He does and says all the right things, but CK still feels something off there. A sense that Luca doesn't want to talk about this. Or maybe he's being unfair, and is only seeing what he expects, as someone who's struggling to love himself.

So he smiles, nods, and turns his attention to the screen. "What kinds of options do you have on this thing?"

[knowmyplace]

The tension eases almost immediately as Luca gives him a gentle squeeze. CK might not think that he can be that person again, but Luca is prepared to test that theory. He brings his laptop closer and shows him the movie choices. Most of them are several years old, the same ones they saw in theaters.

Except this time, they both can enjoy them equally. He wants to remind him of those moments, when Luca was the cool brother in law. The one who could do anything. Get him anything he wanted.

Despite his earlier frustrations, he does want to spoil him.

[countthecats]

"Hah! I remember that one." CK points out an action flick that had made waves at the time for exceptionally gratuitous violence and sex scenes that pushed the limits of the rating system. "I had to spend half the run time hoping you wouldn't notice I had a hard-on." Or, well, maybe part of him had hoped Luca did, but it'd always just been a harmless fantasy back then. A perfectly normal crush on a handsome older man giving him attention.

[knowmyplace]

Luca chuckles, warm and deep. "Oh? Which part was it that got you hard? Was it the fucking on the roof? Or - the scene where he ties the other guy up and leaves his cock out?" He reaches out and starts the movie for them.

Luca had been hard, too. But not at those scenes. He liked the violence. The way hands wrapped around throats.