"On both sides. I used to be pretty active in the local kink scene, you know." Just not for a while. Not since Emilia. "It's fun to be the one giving it out, but there's something... special about being on the other end. Especially with the right partner." Though he always felt like there was something holding him back from really giving up control, being completely owned by whatever play partner he had, even the ones who were very, very good.